i ended up in the hospital today. i walked out of class and immediately started having these incredibly hard chest pains that were taking my breath away. i went to the hospital, they ran EKG tests several times, my temperature dropped to 95 degrees, and i was shaking really bad. they took almost ten samples of blood from me, also took x-rays of my chest.

i stopped smoking pot two weeks ago. i mainly smoked pot for depression and recreational use. these doctors looked at me as a “drug addict” being weened off a drug.

I AM BULLSHIT about this.

i had a panic attack because i have incredible depression, not being i’m a pot addict. i have not craved pot, nor have i been harmed by the people around me smoking pot. you can not be addicted to pot. pot helped relieve an immense amount of stress that i needed to have happen. if i do not smoke pot, i have panic attacks. 

so now, as prescribed by a doctor, i am going to see a therapist to go on perscribed xanax or whatever. REALLY?  FUCK IM SO MAD.